"This little light of mine...."



Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Where do we go from here?

January 19, 2011

We left that appointment, completely out of sorts, but we still needed to pick up the kids. They were at Aunt Dee Dee and Grandma's waiting for the big news. My sister called when we were back in Pearland to see what was taking so long. The trip back to their house was still. We held each others hand and drove in complete silence. When she called was the first time I opened my mouth. I told her we were down the street, I managed to say that much, and after that, I told her something was wrong with the baby and then everything after that was a big sobbing mess. She said to be safe and she would see us when we got to her house. In the 2 minutes it took us to get there, I could think of nothing else but getting home to my babies an squeezing them and never letting them go.

And we did just that. We held those babies and we didnt let them go. We gave our family a quick synopsis of what we knew, we came home, went through our bath, books and bed routines, all the while we never stopped thinking about our baby girl and what was to come.

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